Monday, December 27, 2010

KarKar -- List Twenty Seven

H a r d w o r k 
that pays off. :)
This year has been difficult
in so many different ways, 
including the increase of drama
and lack of money
just in time for the most
pricey holiday of the year, 
Christmas.

I know there are
countless families out there, 
struggling much more than we do,
making sacrifices more draining 
then we can fully understand.
I get it, that it's tough to play Santa
and not get any of the credit,
but at the same time,
that's the beauty of it. 

Every year 
my mom worries 
about all her hard work
to give her family 
everything and more,
and every year 
she never fails
to blow us away

Not because she manages
to buy Cameras and Kindles
and other presents that we thought
we could only imagine as our own, 
but because she has taught 
each and every one of us
that it's not about the stuff 
we get underneath our artificial tree,
but the stuff we put beneath
someone elses.

The genuine smile,
those loving tears
the disbelief that someone
actually knew that was what 
they wanted when they never 
even said it out loud, or when
they didn't even know that
was what they wanted until
you gave it to them.
The thought that you 
gave them that happiness . . . 
even if you did sacrifice
a few months gas money,
that is one of the real
meanings of not just Christmas,
but life itself. 

MERRY CHRISTMAS
AND
HAPPY "HOLLY" DAYS


Saturday, December 18, 2010

KarKar -- List Twenty Six

J e w e l e r y 
Not that wrists 
are not quite lovely
on their own, ( yes, I'm odd)
but I almost always have some
type of bracelet on my wrist.
Whether it's a cheesy 
friendship knot bracelet, 
a bracelet made out of 
wire, beads, and safety pins,
a personalized livestrong band
supporting a friend with cancer, 
or a bracelet just like the one 
I got for my birthday tonight
with charms stamped with each 
of my family's names.

Friday, December 3, 2010

KarKar -- List Twenty Four

D i f f e r e n t <3 F r i e n d s 

Art Friends
- where we teach each other
new ideas and techniques
while debating topics like 
whether Monsters Inc or Finding Nemo
is the best movie 
or like whether or not 
a person can actually change.

Set Design Trio 
- where we're the only ones
who ever do anything, 
so we're the only ones 
who are left in charge 
when the teacher is gone,
and where that leads to 
dramatic break-ups, make-ups 
and paint wars, not fights. 
The difference? 
Paint wars are with brushes. 
Paint fights are with hands. : ) 

Creative Writing Buddies
- where laughter 
and encouraging comments
are shared with 
occasional air hugs and hearts 
sent clear across the room.

Service Friends
- where we play 
and make a difference 
while talking about our latest interests, 
including guys, scholarships, 
and our senior trip to Alaska on the back of a giraffe. 

Old Pals
- where you're happily glomped
in the hallway between classes 
every now and then,
saying we need to catch up
but never planning it. 

New Peeps
- where you find out more and more
about each other every time, 
sometimes even a little too much.